Last night was brett's birthday. It was quite nice, although he pretty much threw a tantrum when he couldn't go out to where he wanted to eat. It was his 18th birthday and his parents weren't letting him go somewhere expensive for this special night. We ended up going to this Pei Wei, I thats how its spelled. Its pretty good. We had already been there before. When I got home my lips felt like they took a trip to Asia. hahah.
    So Brett is 18 now...hahah. Tori was counting down the days till brett was at the age of consent for Arizona because then that would mean in her mind that I would have to have sex with him before then. I dont even know why she would do that. I think it is kind of funny that Brett is 18 now. Its just amusing. I think my parents finally got used to it. Afterall they did end up buying his gifts the day before his birthday. I asked my parents to go with a safe gift since I didn't really spend enough time thinking what to get him. I went with two movies I knew he would enjoy, A Clockwork Orange and Pulp Fiction. He was happy. At school though I was sad because I didnt get my kisses in which I desired and on Sunday man let me tell you nothing worked out how I wanted except him at least being at my house.
     When we went to his house after dinner of course we laid on the floor, uptop the new carpeting. duh. It was nice, I told brett all he needs now is like a little solar system on his celing that would be pretty cool. He wants to get a loveseat in his room and/or a coffee table to discuss things. I just called my dad and inquired what he did with our old coffee table in westport. Apperantly we still have it. I haven't seen it. I want it back. I liked it a lot. Maybe I could give that to brett. Its pretty nice and his style, but its pretty big and his room is not exactly spacious. I kind of like the extra space to just lay on the floor. Just a little bit... hahaha. His bed is nice too of course.
     Also whilst at brett's house I had my wonderful new cell phone which I sometimes lick in front of people because I like it so much. hahaaha. I have built up a kind of obsession with taking pictures of myself with it. It brings instant satisfaction. hahah. This cameraphone seems to make me look better than in real life I think, no I am sure. Its a fact, its science.

I have pretty much neglected to write anything new. Its not my fault. It is the result of my dads retarted computer ways. For he got you know this login crap so he logs in to get on and he made sure I was not a knower of the password. SO HOW SHOULD I START OFF?? HMMMM...Well school starts uhh well TODAY. I am ready already of course. Although I have just relized this dilema I now am faced with. If I have school how shall I be able to listen to Christopher the Minister's Gospel show on Left of Center with school in the way? DUN DUN DUNNNN. School should be based around his show seriously. I would say that about Ghosty no dout, but he just happens to be on at a near perfect time. Basically. AHHH. School. Well actally I am relived. I shall once again be seeing Tori and everyone else almost everyday. OH MY GOD! OH OHOHO OHOHOHOH (such a 14 year old move to write that right there) BUT RAUL SHALL BE GOING TO MY SCHOOL. Tori has no idea. I called him last night to tell him about tori fulfilling her wonderment of seeing what I would look like with lots of black eye makeup. Actualllyyyyyy.....uh I looked um ok I guess. Tori was giving me this "I'm undressing you with my eyes" look and I was getting freaked out hahaha. Well more like "AWWWWWWW Rachel is wearing makeup how cute awwww" I couldn't take this. So I decided I would look at the celing rather than look at her. So I had to be like "Oh this is uh a nice celing you have here...is it new?" She said she knew I loved it...the eyeliner and such and you know I just felt like dancing around the subject. OH BUT SHE WAS THE ONE SPRINTING when the subject of Derek came up ohhhohhh mhmmmm mhmm. "Who can we call that is funny" "derek" Tori was soon fumbling with the numbers on the phone. I asked her sarcastically if she forgot his number. She knows it so well even I know it now. We called him. She started throwing markers at me. Washable markers. They hurt. I was cowering in a cornner holding a towel to shield me from the attacking colors of doom. Derek laughed as he was listening to...AUTOLUX. Fuck yeah. mhmm. Of course we got on the subject of how she still wants him and I made tori go sit under her desk across the room and cover her ears whilst we talked about her not liking the boyfriend of the moment and wishing it was Derek who she was in a car with. mhmm. Its understandable. hes amazing. OHHH he was also told about Tori's Oral Fixation. Jesus this girl puts a lot of things in her mouth. Drum Sticks, my cd case she was licking, a tape measure, her starwars toy, phalic clay objects, you name it its been in her mouth. minus um one thing...I think ACTUALLY I dont even know. Tori's sexual escapades are really unknown. Although the ones in her weird dreams at night are know. wow. yeah. AHHHHHH RAUL GOING TO OUR SCHOOL HOLY CRAP!! I HAVE ONLY BEEN BEGGING FOR UM SINCE I MET HIM. Basically. Oh man hahaha Tori shall be pissed. Shes soooo bored of him. He calls her too much she says and hes basically annoying her. I dont mind him cause you know we both talk a lot and he keep up with a constant change of subject. He does not stop and ask how I jumped from one to the other. nope. Thats why Raul is good. haha. He shall be at Ironwood. woooooo. Now I get to giggle at his hair everyday. SHIT SHIT. he better get second lunch with tori. seriously. Because I have the same lunch as Brett and I KNOW Brett would never want to talk to Raul. brett is already always like "Oh Raul, your boyfriend...." Cause you know I talk to this raul quite a bit. ALTHOUGH ITS DIFFRENT FROM HIM AND KELSEY CAUSE I NEVER LOVED RAUL OR ANYTHING AND I DONT WANT HIM. AHH oh ohohohohoh ALSO AHHHHHH OH MY OH MORE NEWS. Everyone knows now how Tori and I once shared an Art class together. It was amazing. After she stopped throwing erasers at me and well now I dont have art and she does. First period with Mr. Niccoli. Guess who else has mr. niccoli first period....ummm Tori's swarn enemy and MY boyfriend BRETT. they have the same art class holy shit.

So I am basically Winning today. hahaha this morning with hearing christopher the minister on Left Of Center read my email on the air and then now since I emailed ghosty about a million times out of bordom he went on the air saying how they might be scientists shall be playing soon and Rachel will like that she emailed me like 5 times tonight. haha. Then he proceeded to talk and then said how he was playing the magnetic fields and that I would like that too. I am master.

AHHHHH. I finally met this Raul. Him Tori and I were knowing we needed to hang out together so it happened. Tori decided that she did not want him over her house so they came over my house. There was much soda to be had and a lot of chaos. Its like 3 ADHD people getting together and yeah it was loud. We watched Full Metal Alchemist, Donnie Darko, parts of Anchor Man and lots of other random crap. uuhh hahahaha we were running around my house with Raul's jacket. Tori stole it and was running from him cause he was chasing her and she passed it off to me. haha. Pretty much hilarious. Oh oh OH speaking of hilarity, there was one point of the night that was the funniest and I am sure Tori would agree. Well...So Tori had sort of made assumptions about what dirty things have happened on my couch when Brett comes over...and then she decides a certain cushion should not be sat on because she might get pregnant from it. And oh my her assumptions were pretty much true which is really bad. really terrible. Yes, so no one would sit on that spot, but that seat had been cleaned after you know yeah. So no one had to act all stupid...Yeah so I had to sit there. BUT so when Raul went to the bathroom whilst we watched Donnie Darko I switched the cushions. hahahahahaahha Tori and I were laughing sooo much. When Raul came back he had no idea and then later and as he got a little annoying we told him, well he pretty much figured it out. We were hinting around. hahaha. He got up appauled. hahahaa. But it was really funny, yes. Ok so Raul. He um isn't as cool in person. Well I guess he's cool. But um well um. I dont know. Whatever. Hes nice. haha. ehh hes no Brett. Well Brett is very good looking and Raul is just looking. hahahaha. That made no sense. But so Raul is average. and his hair was extreamly emo hahahaha with one part all over his eyes. Well it didnt matter I mean some people look good like that...I suppose he is just not one of those people. Damn that was really mean. Pretty much cause I am nothing to brag about either so whatever. Yeah anyway, we all had fun. A LOT of soda was consumed. I mean A LOT. haha. Raul discovered my brothers Xbox games so he played Xbox in my room with my brother as Tori drew pictures of Dinosaurs for Greg Rampage hahahaha. Since she was doing this I thought to call him. I told him of the bedlam and he was laughing and I told him what tori was making for him. He loved it. I think we might mail the drawings. hahah. Oh Tori also took time out to draw something for the kentucky guy and Dave. haha the pictures really are marvelous. Sometime before I called Rampage Cody called and we all talked to Cody minus Raul because he was being shy. hahaha but Cody was like "Is Raul with you guys" and Raul was like WTF how the hell does he know who I am/ that I am here? because they do not know eachother. I suppose he did not know I infomed Cody of my new friend. ha.


Ok so the night was funny. Lots of giggles. BUT theres more important issues like how I really like We Are Scientists and how now I really like this song by The Eels called "Hey Man (Now you're really living)" You knowwwwww since it is so good you should listen to it online from this:

http://boss.streamos.com/download/vagrant/eels/blinkinglights/heymannowyoure/audio/heymannowyoure_192.mp3
Its a nice song. Greg Rampage plays it on the Test Department. Its a fact, its science. Also of course its played on Left Of Center. Speaking of the Left of Center That minister guy dedicated the last hour of his show to me on Monday morning. For months I have heard other people get their minutes of fame and let it go by but a few days ago I decided it was time for me to take action. hahaha. So yeah. I won. Then I E-mailed him the day after this and said thank you and such and thismorning he read that E-mail over the air. hahahaha. I winnnnnn. yes. Now I must evacuate from the computer and take a shower.

Did I mention that I got this delicious new toothpaste? Ok cause before I had just regular mint tasting toothpaste but when it was all used up and it was time to go and purchase more a red bottle caught my eye and it was cinnimen flavoured. hahaha yumm...I dont like eat though...It just tastes really good. So today and yesterday I brushed my teeth about 5 or 6 times. hahahaha. Oh I got some crest white strips too, but um they dont seem to go on very easily.

Wasnt I going?

So tonight is this Guttermouth show. Me. Brett. Jon. I think brett shall drive. yes yes. mhmmh mhmm so last night. charlie and the chocolate factory. Despite what the critics said about the movie I went to go see it, I liked it. I thought it was funny because most of the kids didnt get a lot of the jokes. Brett was all mad that he didnt get to go see the island, but I didnt know he wanted to go see it so bad. He could have fought for it a little more. whatever. but as the movie started he liked it. he was giggling. thats a fact its science. Speaking of science, We Are Scientists....I want their CD. rawr. I must have it. But apperantly its not even out. grrr. So basically for now I am really bored. I watched Anchorman about a few minutes ago. Some giggles went about. of course, of course.

So theres this band I now like. I heard of them about ....2 days ago at the hour of 3:16am. Thier wonderful sound awoke me from sleep. I heard a song called "Nobody Move, Nobody Get Hurt" The band had an amazing name. We Are Scientists. Pretty cool name I must say. Almost as cool as my concept band name Green Means Go. hahah. But yes yes so this band is cool. Today I thought to myself whilst scribing an idea for a mix cd "would it not be cool for We Are Scientists to play a show in Tucson?" So later I am on http://www.in-your-ear.net/calendar/ and I discover that they are indeed playing. So I become quite happy. Although...then my eyes read on to see that the venue they are playing at is Plush. SHIT SHIT FIRE THE MISSILES I yelled. For Plush only allows persons the age of 21+. My world then collapsed and I proceeded to call Tori. funny thing about tori...last night she called we were talking and then she of course was doing what she usally does now, telling me to break up with brett (even though things are fine right now) and then she just decided I am going to be like Vic and ban Rachel from talking to me. and thats exactly what she said and did. But uh yeah so I called Tori today and told her of my dilema. She must have forgot about last night haha. But yeah. So she didnt care too much. She doesn't even know who they are, gosh. hahaa.

to make myself feel better I checked to see what other bands I could possibly see over time. So I came to find out that LouisXIV and The Dead 60's are playing a show on the 28th. (same night as W.A.S) Kasabian is coming on the 30th.

Yesterday was an okey day I suppose. Things went better by night I must say though. In the morning I was almost mistaken for being asleep when tori called but I had a feeling it was her who was calling so I pretended to call from my room a question. So he then told me tori was on the phone. rawr. so she just got back from L.A and already shes leaving to go to Prescott, AZ gross. she's visiting old friends there. She didnt have much to say, but how he boobs were sunburned and were peeling. really, honostly I have no idea why anyone would want to know that. It was quite funny though I just started laughing a few minutes at her. Then she spoke of a picture she drew for her friend Kiley. It depicted events that had happened whilst she was on vacation. The first picture was of me tori and raul on the phone. Talk bubbbles were coming from Raul and I saying "blahblah blah blah" and Tori's was just *silence/listening* hahaha. and there were thought bubbles above each Raul and I's head too. Mine said "Raul" and his said "Rachel" hahahahaha. I think thats hilarious. I told him later and he laughed toooo. Oh and then she drew a picture of this Gina friend of thiers in front of her computer being like "SIMS SIMS SIMS" haha yeah. um yes. Then tori had to go. and um I went back to watching TV.

A little later Joel called. ahhh. I totally was not expecting this. He just like started talking about how I was in one of his dreams last night and then half way though it I was just like "Joel?...what the hell are you doing" and he was all confused and ah. haha. yeah. So pretty much then he asked if I wanted to hang out later and I figured I had nothing else to do so why not. So basically I took a shower and went over to his house. ahhh. So his hair is longer. I guess. um ugh he acted the same way he did at school and took no time to fake strangle me. :-/ whatever. I just pretended like it wasn't happening. He is one odd child. and I know he might read this. oh well. Hi Joel. So basically then we sat around in his room and I questioned the torn up crap on his floor, then um for some reason whilst I was reading this Jonny the Hommicidal Maniac comic thing he had he decided lets tie up Rachel with my belts. once again I just pretended to ignore it. He didnt even do it right so I got out of it pretty easy. gross and I was talking really fast and he would like cover my mouth, I know where that hand has been and I was scared. haha. i mean ekk. but yeah. So then I saw Pirates of The Carribian laying around and decided to ask him to put it on. haha. yes yes but mostly I was talking during it. Oh well it didnt matter cause it kept stopping because the disk was all damaged, yo. ummm he gave me soda. He said he knew it might be a mistake. It didnt really do anything I was alreaady really hyper. yeah. So um I called brett really quick from his house and asked him to go over my house at like around 5. since my dad was picking me up at 4. He had to bring my mom to the airport, for she took a plane to New York. mhmm mhmm. So I decided hmmm if my parents are going to be out...and my room is clean ....then why not have brett come over heh heh heh....hahahhaha. yes yes. So when my dad was driving me home I informed him that Brett was to come over I already said I might call him and ask. So it wasn't too much of a surprise. so uhhhh I went home....got ready. uh and oh on the way picked up a nice quantity of Root Beer. That is our new soda of choice since summer school. So before he got here he called and asked if I had soda hahaha. I like that he likes soda a lot. yeah pretty much my parents left. My brother was in his room and we watched Garden State. I made sure of it. Since he had never seen it. And he played a song from one of his The Faint CDS. It was a very good song. He liked Garden State..but gosh if he liked it so much he sure didnt seem as though he wanted to watch it. Man, he is basically the worst person to watch a movie with. I told him so too. I kept having to be like "gosshhhhh I wwannna watch the movie" hahaha and hes like oh really? mhmm mhmm. gosh. yeah...eventually the movie ended....and so uh somehow uh we ended up in my room? perhaps. I made one quite bad mistake though. ahhhh I forgot to lock the door. I thought I did.....I guess I didnt cause err my brother fuckin goes and opens the door and ahhhhh that wasnt good. no no not at all and I was like "ahh go away " and hes like "but rachel did you order that pizza yet" then I yelled yes not go the hell away. jesus. he is an ass. He almost ruined things, but you know luckily he didnt. So I go and have brett lock that door...but shit shit rachel forgot that the bathroom door was not locked so LATER the little jerkoff goes and opens that door and looks around and I am just like shitttttt shit. and yell at him to go away. brett says how nosey he is and I start to say how much I hate him. yeah so that time he did ruin things. thats nice of him. Wait um actually I dont think he actually saw anything well maybe I dont know..eerr the lights were not on. "thats dirrtyy" (silly accent) hahahahahaha. I guess it was nice while it lasted.So um oh yeah that pizza thing...haahah I am the biggest loser in the world. I didnt want to talk to the pizza people. I wanted brett to call but he wouldnt and I didnt want to. and he was just like " you use the phone a lot, you call" so fine he looked up the number and I called but um I think I did it wrong somehow. So at the end of the call brett was like "Did you even order a pizza?" and I was like"YEAHHHHH GOSH" ...but secretly i think i did it wrong. so um the pizza wasnt coming so i called back and blah and they said I wasnt even in the system so whateveerr I called a closer pizza place and it finally came and I was like jeff are you happy now theres your goddamn pizza. now go away. so he brought some to his rooom and then um after pizza more soda was consumed. and uh rachel and brett went back to rachels room again. this time no one forgot to lock the door. heh heh heh. yeah. we listened to the faint it was nice. brett was pretty much basically amazing that day mhmmm. He only made fun of me when he saw this phone number on my hand and was like "racheeell....whos uh number is that?" and I was like "um heh no ones...." and then he was like "thats raul's number isnt it..." and I was like "so...." and then he laughed and said how I had a crush on Raul and I like raul and blahhh and I was like ahhh no I like you ahhh. I havent even met him. yeah. haha. Oh and during the duration of brett's stay I gave him this family guy shirt I got at the comic-con that was too big for me and it was a medium so I thought it would fit him. It did , pretty much perfectly and he liked it too. hahaha. Plus I gave him those Tim and Eric signed things to him. hahaha. He giggled at them. Oh and about the shirt. oh man he is a loserrrr. He said how he was going to "accidently" leave his shirt at my house. and I was like uh why? and he said something dirrtty. and I was just like ahh. no rachel wont do that. but yes his shirt did smell good I told him. Oh and somehow we got to talking about his back. o h he said I had a nice back and I was like umm its just a back. whats so great about a back? and then I was like hmm I dont even think I have seen your back. you know cause its too dark and whatever. So I was laughing and was like "lemme see your back" he wouldnt let me. then I was laughing and was like "is something seriously wrong with it haha do you have backne" haha. and so I started chasing him around my house and he was laughing too whilst I tried to pull up his shirt to see his back. hahahaha. He was like you have to wait until our 4th month to see my back...and I was like so basically rachel just was with you doing whatever lala lala and I cant even see your back, thats stupid." but then I got to see his back. It was a normal back. whatever. so right now his shirt is on my bed. and my room is still actually clean. amazing. So now I have a sexy left ear and a nice back. oh and brett said I had nice...nevermind. hi how are you. yeah so greg rampage hes pretty cool huh. haahahahahhahahha THATS MY NEW CRUTCH!! BEST ONE YET.

ahhhh oh and today I hung out with this James guy. Hes pretty cool and pretty much really nerdy. he speaking in a monotone voice. its funny. hes nice though. I made him go into barns and noble and I kept trying to make him giggle. it was working i suppose. then we went in gameworks his home away from home and I actually played that dance dance revolution game. man so I am really bad at it but I was trying to be all silly when I was losing. He was alll like king and working up a sweat and it was kinda gross. actually you know he sweats even more than brett. hahahah. brett doesnt smell though somehow. oh and speaking of people who smell ahhahahahahahaahah apperantly Derek smelled really bad the other day. He randomly went to bretts house to get back his jacket(s) from brett and he supposidly smelled really really bad. hahahah like he hadnt showered in forever ahahahhahaha. aww. when derek left he left an oder and brett got some disifectant spray stuff and stayed and sanitized the area. hahahahahahaha. yes yes.

So my dad bought my brother this $130 Indaver Zim dvd box set. thats nice especially since I had been begging for just a Full Metal Alchemist dvd and you know he didnt go and run out to get it. whatever. oh and he told me that the set was for both my brother and I but apperantly I cant watch any of the dvds now. thats nice. really it is.

Tomorrow I am going to the Tucson mall with brett. I think I am going to get a hello kitty shirt. I saw one today its only $10. Basically its cute. Oh and ha I talked to sir rampage and was like "so your going to the tucson mall tomorrow HUH....going to take care of some business? maybe get some shopping done haha" and he caught my drift and was like "what time?" and I dont even know. So I think I am going to say 3:15ish since that should be a good time I have to call him back right now and tell him. He had to go because the computer was malfunctioning and he had to call the repair person. Why is it that all radio station computers suck? why?

whatever. look at my lame life.

Because I am too lazy to re type the events of this weekend in proper form I am just going to paste what I wrote to ghosty about this weekend here. That should explain it all...I think.


GHOSTTYYYYYYYYY


ahhhhh. oh my. I just got back from San Diago. I went
with my dad and brother and mom (although she didnt
participate in what the rest of us did...) My dad took
us to that big Comic Con thing and it was amaziingggg.
Oh man it was sooo cool.

There were thousands of people there and it was just
soo cool . Whilst there I attended this um big talking
thing about Adult Swim and there was a pannel of
people from some of the shows. Such as Seth Green and
Matt Senreich from Robot Chicken, Tim and Eric from
Tom Goes to The Mayor, and the creators of Aqua Teen
Hunger Force Matt Maiellaro and Dave Wills. I was soo
happy. At the end I got to meet them all and they
signed stuff for me. mhhmm mhmm. It was amazing. And
it was funny. People got to go up and ask questions
at this micophone and um I had always wondered why add
the "lock" at the end of frylocks name ? I know the
fry part was because he was just a big thing of frys.
and apperantly frylock is big on dungons and dragons.
yeah...then I said home movies was basically amazing
because they talked about how it got cancelled. oh and
when I went on the mic I said "yo yo gangstaaas" first
and it made them giggle. yes yes. so I was all happy.
hahah.

and then ummm somehow before that in some other thing
my dad wanted to see Matt Groening was in the room and
I had a picture taken with him. he was fat. haha.
whatever. anddd...uhh OH ok so the whole reason I
wanted to go to this comic con thing was to meet the
creator of this show on cartoon network Fosters Home
for Imaginary Friends, craig mccracken. (he also
created the power puff girls) haha yes yes so I have
previously tried to stalk him at this other comic
thing in Scottsdale, AZ. I failed at finding him
though. but thisss time i saw that this guy Mike Moon
was going to do some seminor and i always see him in
the FHFIF credits and so i figured he could lead me to
crieg. So I go to Mikes thing and then all of a sudden
I see in the corner of the room SIR CRIEG and I spaz
out and run over. of course of course in his presence
I kept my composure somewhat. I told him that he was
the whole reason for my being at the comic con. and
that he was basically amazing and so was this
character on the show Cheese. He then told me that his
wife made cheese and she was there too. so i asked
then if I could have a picture with them. they said
sure. so now i have a photo with crieg, his wife, and
mike moon mhhmmm. basically f-ing amazing. and then
later after all these pannel of people talked about
how to pitch cartoon shows to networks I talked to the
crieg man again and he said how he would be doing a
signing the next day at this Achme booth. So the next
day (today) I went in search of it. Although there
were hunderds of booths and thousands of people and
the booth was not near the numbers it was supposed to
be by. So I started asking around. People were sending
us in circles and I feared I would be late. So I then
ask my dad to start asking people too. So I was going
back to my dad when I see him talking to two people
and when I look to see who it was it was crieg and his
wife and I was like oh my. He chose the best people to
ask where the booth was. Who better than the two
people who were to be signing stuff? hahaha. So I told
them of my suprised-ness that my dad was just found
talking to them. haha. yes yes. so then we followed
them to the booth. hahaha. It was really amazing, if
my dad had not have found them I dont know if we would
have found the booth it was no where near where it was
said to have been. so I got on line and then I asked
crieg to draw this character in Foster's called
Edwardo. haha. And my brother had him draw the two
main characters Mac and Bloo. and then I asked my dad
to ask him to draw this other character Coco for my
friend tori who loves the show too. Oh and my dad also
bought some original studio art of the power puff
girls and he had crieg sign that. mhmm. I was sooooo
happy. I have met yet another one of my goals. yes. It
feels sooo good. really. because so far almost all of
them have like happened. hahahahah oh except like the
ones involving school. At school in some of my classes
they made us say what a goal of the year or semester
was and mine is always to get better grades, that
doesnt happen. whatever ahhh so happy happy happy.

Ahhhh. Oh the only things that were not good about
this weekend were:

-Missing your show
-I missed seeing Jhonen Vasquez (the creator of
Indavar Zim, amazing cartoon)
-and when meeting crieg at the Mike Moon thing I chose
to miss this Tenatious D concert.
-I missed seeing Jon Heder (the napoloen Dynamite guy)
he was signing stuff apperantly and I didnt know until
today. it was too late
-I also didnt stay long enough to see Maxwell Atoms
the creator of The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy.
My dad made us leave the convention at like 12:30
today and my brother and I tried stalling till 1 when
maxwell and others were goign to be part of a pannel
talking about something but my dad said we had to
leave and drive back to tucson. rawr. yes yes

but so the weekend was amazing still. minus the really
bad headache I got early today. I decided I must have
a brain tumor or um anurism. kidding,...apperantly I
am not supposed to joke about that its not funny. I
took a tylenol thouhg and the pain went away. OMG OMG
OMG on the silly trolly thing on the way to the
convention this morning I saw some ambulance people
wheeling away someone in a body bag off these train
tracks. yees yes. it was crazy.

ok yeah so yes . that was the story of the weekend.
plus soome people dressed in silly outfits and when I
get my photos developed you will see them mhhhmmmmm

I am pretty much obsessed with that show on Adult Swim called Full Metal Alchemist. Just basically. Its like my favorite show now. Now that the shows have started at the begining though I am spazing out because I want more. SO I have been begging my dad to purchase the DVDs off Amazon.com I NEED them. It is a physical need. If I dont have them I shall perish. I love this character Al. He's really cute...even though he is in this huge suit of armor but hes still basically amazing. When I hear the theme song for the show it makes me so happy. I just wish whenever I watched it I had someone else with me hahaha. Ahh. But I guess even though its back to the begining its ok because I never saw the begining episodes. And they are cute. I guess. Ahhhhhh I love this show. Raul likes it too. hahaha so we had this big in depth conversation about it last night. and this afternoon. I told him today I felt like such a nerd. hahaha. ahhh. yes yes.

So what should I discuss first? Hmm. I suppose I shall talk about yesterday first. Pretty much my one and only belt has died. One of the studs came off and some other thing came off cause its crap. yeah. So when my dad told me he was going downtown in the morning I got all ready and went with him in hopes for him to stop and this cool place and get me a belt...and maybe some other things. Yes yes. so the belt that I had they had but it was too big so I had to settle for something different. I chose this black leather belt with fake steel or whatever bullet um shell things or whatever on the sides. like you know when people are all shooting those machine guns and have them on those sashes or whatever? Well It was a belt and pretty damn cool, something brett would totally wear too. Already he bought the same belt I used to have. I bet he shall purchase this one too. yes yes. Also knowing that I need new shoes I found some pretty gangsta um blue and lighter blue Puma shoes. I say they are gangsta cause they have the silly strap thing at the top mhmm mhmm. yeah so that basically what I got. On the way back home we of course pass by that uh place called Swensens. Thats the restraunt that Pete works at...and knowing that he was working as we drove by we had to stop. haha. I saw his car with the missing hubcap. and went in. by the time i walked through the door he was already walking towards me laughing. I asked him how he knew so fast I was there. he said "I thought I saw Bob Weber and thought wheres rachel?" hahaha. Amazing. So we had our nice little chat. I showed him my cool belt and he asked if the bullets were real and I was like "no!" haha. then uhh i showed him the silly blue emo sad face I drew on my hand and he asked if I had done it yet. I asked did what? and he said "break up with brett" and then I said nope. I mean because I was just talking to Pete on the phone like 3 hours before I saw him and I didnt break up with brett that fast. so then he told me I had to do it soon. mhmm mhmm uh huh uh huh. So yeah I got my ice cream (the was my exuse for being there haha) and left and walked back to the car. As we were getting to the car Pete opened the back door and yelled "GOODBYE WEBERS" mhmm. SO then I got home and Brett called. He asked if I would like to come to his house say around 3ish? It was his dads birthday and he wanted me to meet more of his family. So I said sure. and um we talked for a bit more and I said I was going to go get ready. I told him about how in the store I saw quite the silly hat with silly ears and it was wool and it was nice and warm haha and so he said I would have to wear it to his house so he could see and giggle too. mhmm. So we got off the phone and I got ready. I decided I wanted to showcase the new shoes, although they would not go with the yellow shirt I was wearing so I put on a blue tank top that was nice and cooland said peace on it in script with uh cool jewl letter things. mhmm and I put on my hat. On the way to his house I had to stop at the grocery store because my parents needed to, so I took the chance to get a nice card for brett's dad. yes yes. Gosh I also looked for patrick because I wanted to show him my new hat and make him smile, but he wasn't there I dont think. So I got my card and I got some tasty gum and left. mhm. At Bretts house I showed Brett the card and how I wrote on the envolpe to Sir Hageft. hahah. His sister and him really liked my hat. They thought it was really really funny. um um yeah so basically his whole family was quite nice but they were fat. and it was funny. yes yes, um so basically we had a nice time but brett must have thought I havent been mean to Rachel yet today minus not holding me whilst watching Anchor Man like rachel wanted. so then he said some mean things in his room. mhmm and I decided I was to act emo. because I was not to be resilent like always. I didnt want to this time mhmm. so at first I was just lying in his bed and all quite and he was then noticing I wasnt going to bounce back so he tried consoling me and then tryied to kiss me but I wouldnt respond to his kiss or tickeling. nope. So then um he went back to watching SLC Punk and I cant stay still for long and so then I got up and then brett made this really evil mean face like I cant be emo and blah blah. so um so I laid back down and decided not to hold back and that I was going to show him first hand how he makes me feel sometimes. So *deep breath* Rachel cried. Right there. I couldn't believe I did so. But I did and then he actually saw what he was doing and then he asked why I didnt want him to hold me and I said how he didnt want to hold me before. and then I went into how i wantedw him to stop with kelsey and not talk to her ever again and just stay with me. and then he pinkie promised. and thennnnnn oh yeah he said that he was sorry. and what not ahh i have to finish this later. my dads threatening to pull the plug.